To confront

I am just so tired of everyone stepping on me, but I can't seem to say anything. I love them soo much and I don't want to lose them, but last night I confronted one of my dearest beloved ones and she got so angry we'll call her Ash she's the best, but that fact that she went out all weekend made me angry I mean it was my birthday and she couldn't even come and say happy birthday like wtf? I'm so done with everyone. I guess tweeting that tweet on the picture was fucked up, but I didn't want them to feel pity for me I wanted them to think I didn't care that with our without them I was okey. Because I can't confront them for some reason so maybe just act like I'm okey and happy with or without them.